been busy inviting friend to view my blog cause i just done the nuggfang stuff so taht why hope real friends can advise me too on what happening to me recently ..haha ,had a god day ahead,still counting down to ORD -think roughly about 5 weeks away ,still long ..

Hey,finally is like releasing a big phrase of words already ,but then i know i should somehow disappear ,cause doesn't wan to be somehow feel sad or kinda waste time on what might not be hading results . what human really desire are happy memories , not all guy are lustful .think will be going back on church service soon on weekends cause kinda need to find another thing to focus on . but then still ,happy memories of friends stay .kinda misses my group of guy friends at the same old place,but then time can;'t change back ,only wish that will had chances to meet up again chit chat ,but it seem like every one busy with their own stuff ,but it all up to fate whether can all of us meet again .life can be short or long to certain people ,but it up to those people to think whether had they achieve their goals ,as for me-quite a lot-as in alone-holiday to taiwan , whole singapore shopping & foods i all try already , family dinners been happy and what else ?? to those people who feel life long, can continue study then bring their cert to coffin & reuse for next life ?? haha,just joking !!

I recently see the serial

愛就宅一起

then the cast Rainie Yang mentioned that lollipop can make people happy ,but then it just doesn't appear to me ,think to girls only .I doesn't know how to express myself . I doesn't know why there are simply beggars around to use people pity &also people who borrow $ and doesn't return ,keep using excuses then in the end doesn't make his word too ,but kind people would think in another way that they might be doing a good deed for example give it to beggars .
I realised I a person who doesn't know how to express myself whether I got feeling for a person or hate the person ,perhap i know in the end got negative result . as long as the person try his best ,even though negative result ,will also feel moody ,for example major examination ..
When i moody ,i intend to eat double serving of what i eat or keep sleeping . How is other people' reaction to moody?? human should react to things the same way,but it doesn't . why in year 2000 the world hadn't restarted yet ? So the things that we done can re-undone again ,and the world perhap can be a peaceful place again without roits, war !

I don't know how to describe my life recently . Wishing to had more money for my holiday arh ,but money is that little ,don't know why .i left my allowances of 400 with my mum,when i nd $,then ask from her then deduct from there,tat e best way to save bah ,or not with my atm card sure keep using . I afraid of being in a relationship ,cause everytime i put in efforts ,then if the girl know i got interests to be with her ,then rejection or avoid me by not reply my sms /calls .. R/S had failed me ! I hate guy friends who keep bothering me to find a relationship ,so to those friend who read this&understand me ,please do stop nag to me ,very irrated about it ,as i know my limits .
hey guys,if you know that too much care will turn into feelings of miss and others ,do consider what are you going to do ..disappear,and lead a single life?? haha . to those KPOs who reading, stop guessing that i got interests in any girl,cause i think I can;t give the girl i like happiness so wouldn't take 1st step to like any . one of my friends say that career/studies come 1st then money then relationship,hence i did agree with it ,but then still wait for my freedom to come back ,earn $ then further studies .

Upon lectures of information of Credits card from my friends in the pltoon ,finally realised that r more cons than pros ,as in for the over the counter cash withdrawal and atm withdraws .but if u use the card as in $ 50 ,then just ensure u can put back the money on your pay day can already .but think not going to apply for the card ,as i a person who can't control my finance . doesn't know what to do during my off day too ,as my intention just wish to save $ but also enjoy myself ,so to ensure a break in my work load . there r things which i can;t play -activities which got to do with height ,and spped or not will scream and perhap cry arh . seriuosly wonder when can i be involed in a serious R/S which i'll try my best to make the girl be happy while be with me,but think must after july then can pray for a R/S cause by then i will find a job which more pay than my national service allowances ,so i cna save more and spend on R/S ,i believe there might be a girl who doesn't mind the finances of the guy ,just mind how the guy treated her and happy moments being together,think i saw too much taiwanese shows already to type so much about R/S . next week will train myself for ippt cause i want my freedom to apply my off,leave ,and start to plan my alone taiwan holiday and also apply for jobs whih after my holiday .

good night,sweet dreams !







Cabbed home from chillz bar this morning .yesterday celebrated jun chang b'day ,then my plans which were actually a dinner + movie ,but then it really dinner for the 2 girls ,then we go chillz bar to open a bottle of martell which is priced at $178 ,so exp .at first only thought of find a bottle of alcohol at $100 then share cost , but alcohol price increased,so as a result can't find any bottle at that price . then i let the b'day boy decided the alcohol he want , he actually so generous to open martell which most expensive,i long time never go pub already but then it quite enjoyable yesterday .i still remebered that everytime i go pub to celebrate b'day or others,then my normal group of friends-yuesiang,chin how,calvin,xueying,joe,weixiong,botak,kaisheng,aunt sandra, will come together ,but ytd made up of different friends which i seldom drink with them ,that y not bored yesterday . luckily i didn't drink neat or not,will sleep on the streets . thanks for such enjoyable evening yesterday !

last thur , eve of good friday ,i took traffic police basic theory at ssdc ,the result is
FAILED













Then ,I go hougang meet up my friend cycle and eat the porridge which is around for ten years bah.The price wah lau increased ,you tiao last time no need $ ,now need $ .wah lau ehh.














Besides it,I tried out new stalls at those coffeeshop over that area of hougang ,but haiya,not used to new stalls, prefer those food which i eaten from young till this age .


NOthing to say !


Today morning I wake up around 0730 , cause the sun were shining into my room ,and i Hate the Sun . If there r no sunshine,I would had awake by 12 pm then . I got a APPt at 11am at TTSH clinic B1 to see a specialist in regards to my backache .After the doctor's consultation , I hurried to the X-ray department to book a MRI appointment , That was scheduled on 18th may ,that is long time away .I will be out of the NS on the 5th of june ,then on the 12th of June,will be flying to taipei for holiday ,but then now my worries are $ ,i afraid i can't control my eating&spending in singapore,what should i do ? i thought of giving my mum all the $ balanced after i pay my handphone bill and others,but will that do ? I just nw at novena square intend to find a cheap palce to sit down to consume my lunch & also read up on basic theory which I will be taking the test later at 1740 at SSDC ,hope that I will be rich and also find a job after I ORD ,and also wonder to continue to study next year april anot,as I noticed a lot of companies were hiring people with diploma ,or degree cert . To succeed in life,You either got the $ to be your own boss or study to at least a diploma then earn experience along the way to succeed in life .

Hello! Jeslyn here posting for this stupid guy first.

:)

His bullying me! Making me do his blog for him :( Saddened~
Lol just kidding don't chicken-move ah JT!