On friday went for btn anniversary dinner ,and drank quite a lot glass of beer in one go . feel drunk and terrible when vomitting . timothy that guy still say nice feeling ,wtf . Me feels still hangover when i was eating my breakfast the next morning ,as feel like vomitting . ysterday ntye go the new butter factory at one fullerton ,thanks friends for it too ,as i saving up $ for my oversea trip which will take place soon . and also on 9 th of june will be taking appointment letter&uniform for my job . actually from the bottom of my heart ,hate alcohol as it affects my phsical fitness ,as in I realised I can't run AFM marathon again with my fitness now . I now feel that hading a credit card got it pros and cons too .If you had maxed the limit at 500,then if you can pay back $50 by $50 then no late payments fees,and interests low at 2% ..think i soon also going to cancelled the card too . My wish is to work then save for my further educations and also perhap learn driving and then car .Doesn't wish to get attached too ,as living alone is cool and burdenedless. really enjoyed these few days of ORD mood

today see my childhood friend, Kamal married ..today go ROm with them ,1st time attend muslim wedding too .today go east coast park bbq as cohension .. i cancelled my ENt appointment of TTSh too ,as i think it waste of time and hate go hospital too ,except for consultation and I'm sure i nothing wrong ..just now go beach then also look at the times which i had lived in this world --quite glad to had some good friends too ,had already enjoy life ler ,so there no other things which i shall regret with if the world or end of my life ends one day . ehh see many couples at ROm too , i think no enough time to find happy memories through R/s . rather be single ,cause no burdens too ,if anything happen to me .

Being Friends of zhiwei( alway borrow$ then everytime after acheiving objective then pang seh w/o informing&talk crap) and junkang(a guy who keep think that people are bored to ask him out then bring him into harm),being friends of them are tired ,cause they are weirdos .wonder does another friend "botak" think of the past which we cycled casue of a race&going out eat together&slack at 669 ?think all these good memories of friendship gone from their minds already .fated to be friend , but not fated to bring us back to usual place and time again ,cause busy or no links . what are friendship for ? are friendship gonna last a lifetime or just when thought of using each other then find each other ? where are the past happy memories ? Wonder if a human know if he might got little time left,the most important is relationship with family ,friends and loved ones ,and also achieve his wishes .
Taiwan ---in 3 weeks time ,i coming ..

For the past few days ,been coughing cause throat seem to be sick and also phelgm come out red in colour,what i need is sleep bah.Yesterday went for a interview at MOS FOODS Singapore Hq . hopefully they would give me a positive reply whether can i be start work on 16th June 09 . Pray hard bah I can get this job cause jobs are hard to find nowadays . my breakfast cum Lunch -lemon fish w/free tom yam soup ,thai ruby desert . then no mood to shop too cause no jobs secured yet .. yesterday morning cycled to Courts CWP then buy a promotional CANON printer M145 at $119 using my diner card,but nw i kinda afriad i Not enough $ put back . The printer kinda worth it,cause i no need go dwnstair print document using thumbdrive then one piece of paper were charged $1 by the shop .The printer can print lot of papers ,so kidna worth it ..I thought of buy the printer with FaX function too ,luckily the sales person tell me that nowaday people use email . haiya, saving $ for my taiwan trip and finding $ to secure education and also pay for demands . Human are actually simple creatures ,but then due to some cases ,then they began to had a demand to improve their standard of living such as clothes ,food and the type of housethey stay and ETC ..without such demands ,i think many of us might be richer than as compared to now . I doesn't know why my EMo moods come back again till the extent that i eaten duck rice ,vegetarian chick rice at one go... I recently got drunk the shan-za tea as the shopkeeper say can remove oil ,i believed it to an certain extent ,but it doesn't hurt to try .Going to sleep,and later meeting ZHiwei cause I pity him and also intro him to business ,hope he can try and don't bother me anymore .



an non-copyrighted thingy(EDited VErsion)
Some times, I nag too much because I want to get some words stuck in your head.
Ok I promise I won't nag /care more ler.
But then, I never really nag like Uncle isn't it? Or maybe I did?
Copyed from http://www.the-butterflykisses.blogspot.com (A cute FRIEND WHICH I MAKE AT chillz bar )

life were Sianz,recently finding jobs so i can further my education in private Dip then hopefully private Deg to secure a better future .i already send lot of resume out but then no reply except for MOS FOODS SINGAPORE .wonder is the jobscope of a Manager the same as what i do last time,due to shortage of manpower ,i covered quite some stations in the store,i remembered i were a Controller,Cashier and lobby in a day &the store was PALza SIngapura ,one of the most busier store in town .ALso at home see serial to kill time,wonder is there any other serial to watch..

喜欢,不知道从什么时候开始.开始之后渐渐变成习惯.习惯之后,慢慢变成等待 .

yesterday midnight cycle out to buy supper-nasi lemak for me,jun chang eat near his house ..e nasi lemak i buy frm 892 then cycle back to admiralty place buy alcoholic drink(JC)&milk tea (myself) from 7 eleven and also buy breads which at last Min offer -5 bread for $2 ,but the quality bad ,not me eat -is Jc save for his breakfast ! we chatted while we eating supper . then in the end ,i cycled back to my hse then buy chocolate to eat ..Friends who know me for a long time may find it weird that a person who won't eat chocolates,titbits and ice-cream ,why out of the sudden buy chocolate ? it gotta go with my childhood .the only chocolate i consumed is


Chocolate does taste good if you doesn't know how many years you last consumed it since childhood !
Recently on tight budget to save $ for my taiwan Trip ,so weekend would try stay at home instead see serial "這裡發現愛",as it did the job of promoting Taiwan tourism .and I can finalise my location to visit while I in taiwan from 12 th JUne to 15 Th JUne ! LOoking for ward to My ORD !!

I this afternoon go tampines meet my sec sch friends, Teti walk Tampines one then was picking presents for a army bunkmate too ,also go tampimes mall . i received a sms from a siao kia (zhiwei) ,who i rejected his application to borrow $ from me,cause i broke too ,and also he every month borrow $ from me ,then become a habit ,i wan to break his habit too .
the SMS---We No mre frenz frm nw onward,don tok to me and i wil change hp number sn .
I don;'t know why this friend like tat arh ,think there a saying that got $ then got friends ,wonder is it true anot ?kinda dispaapointed in this friend ,he keep using this same method to ask me lend him $ ,it time to let him go to outside world experience how good friend I am already for all these year. Teti leave us at Tampines mall ,as she nd to meet someone else too .thanks her for choosing the present for me too . After chit chat at tampines mall ,then we go send Glenn's galfrd Gladys off to the interchange to take her bus to her grandma hse for dinner ,then we all guy proceed to SAFRA tampines for LAN games(left4dead) ,quite violent game which resemble a game in arcade(forget e name) ...then we go prime tampines area for dinner ,hading a hard time finding food too ,as food expensive&i choosy .in e end,eat char siew rice w/egg so it resemble fan choy which i love eating ,while calvin go another side of tampines for mother day dinner ..then We walk to HAz hse pick up laggage which veri big lor ,along the way,calvin meet us back..wah lau ehh .think if ppl see i carrying big luggage, they might think i a fugitive who run away or a terrorist . think i gonna left this big box at home while i bring my backpack for taiwan trip,thnaks HAzwani concern too .In the end, we got play billards at SAFRA again with me carrying the big lauggage around..it e 1st time we guy play billards and used 1 hr to complete the game ,then pay then go home ..



Be gg to sleep !take care!

may 18th 2009 gg for MRl checkBackpain ,then 26th MAy see specalist for the report of MRI ,hope it can help me tremendously ! and the ENT- the specalist tell me that i so young so had no cancerous cells,so asvised me not to pick up the another doctor's advise whom ask me to ENT ,go there for what .waste time?? Actually ,i admired myself that I can alone go KL ,go TAiwan in abt 5 week time , already try my best in things i wanted,but then for eg- IPPT already try my best too ,R/S also the same-buy lot of gifts/put in effort ,then alway kenna reject dun know abt 6 to 10 time -either in e way of avoiding or suddenyl bring a boyfrd when on dates . so used to it already ,shld be a bachelor from the start ! no burdens at all ! haha ! and studies did got regrets-not going ITe course despit qualifying for all nitec course and go Sec 5 then quit school due to early waking up& the hating of SUn ,if i never quit or in Ite,might reach Poly by now . camp work been busy too ,as what i can see in myself,been trying best to up morale for eg buy food for plt mates using my leftover$ and everytime help ppl receive arrows do things while they don't bother , been so tired from all those !! think what i need is REst !

Haiya,still got 5 more weeks to ORD ,6 WEEk to my taiwan trip ,my alone far away trip,haha,my planned trip ,has been do research veri veri long ..my reason go taiwan cause of a serial show -這裡發現愛 ,thought of taiwan quite small lar,cause in the 1st place,already planned to go till Ali-shan catch sunrise ,but due to budget problems ,then think whole 4 day in taipei lor ..destinations---National Palace Museum ,SHILIn night MArket for Taiwanese Snacks ,TaiPei 101 which heard to be Raffles City for some Branded stuff , Yong KANg Rd for well known Deserts ,MiraMar for Ferris Wheel , Xi men Ding which i heard from friends look like Bugis, TaiPei Arena's image resemble Esplanade , perhap some nightlife areas of TaiPei . if had the time ,might go to TaiPei county to view countryside life ,and also some Spring Bath .
But still there so much things to do in camp ,hope after this 2 week then it over ,then relax till ORD !!

Just now try to go Walk in CLINIC,TTSH in regards to my Skin problems but then the hospital kinda a dead place which no one go ,as there many health-care staff guarding the place .Think it should be about Swine Flu ,so far,wonder singapore got any one kenna this disease yet. haiyo ,waste jun chang 's petrol for going too . today saturday , really lot of cars in expressway ,got traffic accident too along the way . me got a appointment soon in TTSH abt MRI ( backPain) ,but not to going for ENT to check cancerous cells ,think the doctor is crazy bah ask me undergo pain to check such stuff ,know the fact is kinda bad too ,so better don't wish to know .What is R/S ??

haiz,sina at home ...will be gg PS see movie alone -Shinjuku Incident at 1150 am ...then later come back home most likely to sleep or slack around in town a while alone .. hai,most of my friends mostly in a R/s,so don't bother them and my those single friends most are weird guy for eg zhiwei who ring me early in the morning to ask me lend him $ despit a lot of time i tell him No $ already,i don't know why he will ask me same question every week ..haiyo,why my friends born so weird ? I feel that sometime there are things that I should keep quiet,think all things i don't talk better ..Never mind,used to be alone and others...living in my own world ..